RED LIGHT THERAPY

Our gym just set up a Red Light Therapy room and I started using it a week ago. I have gone several times already. I can't pinpoint specifically how I feel different, but overall, I do feel better.  I am acutely aware that if I don't get myself closer to 'right' I am going to have increasingly problematic issues.

For quite a while, I wished I had died too. Most mothers I have talked with, have told me they feel that way, too. It seems that regardless of ones religious or spiritual beliefs, outliving your beloved child is a nightmare.  I pray that no one reading this ever has to find out what it's like.  I am at a point now that if I am going to be 'here' I want to be healthy and useful to my family, myself and others, or what is the point.

Since right after Mother's Day (which I doubt  seriously is happenstance) I have struggled with some really odd physical issues that have been debilitating and scary.  Shortly after losing my daughter, I began having odd physical ailments, but this round was particularly  horrifying and I had about 5 different things occurring simultaneously. 

I don't  know yet if the red light therapy is a factor or not, however something odd happened today (June 11th) during my session that caught my attention and surprised me. When I check it out a few more times, I will report here if the result seems  like it might be relevant. It is not something I have heard anyone  specifically  recommending  red light therapy for, so that is kind of exciting.